Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

20 Facts About the Blogger

Over the last couple of days there's been a trend on Instagram of stories featuring a couple of facts about bloggers, I have no idea where this began but if you do please let me know so that I can appropriately credit them here.

As it's been a boatload of fun to read everyone's facts and learn a bit more about the people I see on my timelines everyday, I thought I'd boost these 5 facts on stories to 20 facts in a bit more of a permanent place.


1) I'm the youngest of 3 siblings, my two sisters are 11 and 12 years older than I am.

2) I've never broken a bone, though I once bruised the bone in my wrist by tripping over in heelies. I was 13. Far too old for heelies.

3) I've had a total of 10 housemates in my time, due to uni and house sharing in London. 10 is a whole lot of people to live with over a few years. I've had some fucking awful ones.

4) I spent a month travelling around Japan right before my final University exams, which meant that I was writing coursework on the bullet trains between cities.

5) I have a degree in law, a career path I don't think I'll actually ever end up going down.

6) I always studied very academic subjects despite deep down wanting to study things more creative. My jobs since leaving education have all relied on creativity, I don't think I'll be going back to academia anytime soon.

7) I identify as bisexual. I've got a post in the works on this, though it's a topic I don't really discuss that much. I always knew growing up that I didn't feel 'straight', leading to a lot of confusion during my teens until I just accepted that I'm attracted to what I'm attracted to at around age 18.

8) When I was 21 I quit my only job to go to V Festival all so I could see Sia perform live. I knew I wouldn't be able to get the time off work and absolutely hated the job so just threw the towel in and got in the car to head to V. That same day I watched Bastille perform, a band I knew little about bar their big hits, and then fell completely in love with their music. I've seen them 9 times since then.

9) I really dislike cooking so only make anything that's quick, easy and cheap. Sounds like a description of me.

10) My absolute worst habit is biting my nails, I've been trying to stop for years but always fail. Currently I'm trying to incentivise myself with a record if I don't bite my nails for a week. It's not working yet.

11) Cereal is my favourite food, specifically an off brand Krave called Chocolatey Checkers that don't exist anymore. I contacted the brand multiple times to find out if they'll ever bring it back, it's a solid no.

12) I aim to visit 25 countries by the age of 25. As of right now I'm at 18 with the vast majority being in Europe, I'm hoping to expand this to South American and Oceanian countries in the 2 1/2 years I have until I hit 25.

13) I took up archery for a while because I really admired Katniss Everdeen. I was mediocre.

14) When watching TV shows and films, I get very invested in them and must know everything about the world, the behind the scenes, the character's backstories and motivations, the source material, etc. Watching Game of Thrones ended with me intensely studying theories night after night for months after finishing the books (which also took months to get through)

15) My poison of choice is whisky/whiskey. This all came about because I watched Mad Men, in which every person bloody drinks whiskey all the live long day. Turns out I actually really do like it.

16) I love anime, I spent my teens watching series after series and collecting all of the merchandise. I still love anime as a form of storytelling, though I began to enjoy watching more western series so that I could discuss it and theorise with my friends in real life, rather than discussing it with small English speaking communities online. I still watch anime, though I struggle to find the time these days. My favourite series, that everyone should watch, is Puella Magi Madoka Magica and my favourite animation studio is SHAFT.

17) Glass Animals are one of my favourite bands, I watched their Glasto set as BBC iPlayer put it on straight after Lorde's. Immediately I knew that I was going to be head over heels for their music. I forgot about them until a few weeks later I saw Dave (frontman) in a bar I was in with a friend but couldn't place him. Later I put their music on during the bus ride home and haven't stop listening to them since.

18) I love to run, even though I'm shit at it. I have a knee injury which flares up almost every time I road run or run 5km or more, meaning that I barely go as much as I used to.

19) A huge percentage of my friends I met online. I find it strange looking back at it now, that some of the people I consider extremely important in my life now I met through a mutual love of Pokemon in our early teens!

20) Once John Stamos changed his Twitter bio to a Mean Girls reference because of my tweet. This is my true legacy.

I tag 12 blogging buddies I'd like to know more about:


+ everyone else because I want to know more about my friends. That sounded almost nice, that's not on brand for me.

What it's like to work from home

Working from home. It's not like how Fifth Harmony said it would be.




Here are 10 thoughts I've jotted down in my first few weeks of working from home after working in an office 9-5 everyday.

I know, a listicle. What is this, Buzzfeed in 2014? Well that's exactly what I base each and every decision in my life off of.


1) Getting up in the morning is an absolute Brandon Flowers (read: a Killer)

2) Not leaving the house for days on end sounds ideal when you're commuting on a cramped train at 8am, when it's your fifth day in the house, the outside world feels like fiction.

3) But being able to watch Netflix on your lunch break is revolutionary.

4) Being your own boss can be hard, if you're not sat at your desk by 9am, you're the only one who's gonna be pissed off about it, because you'll have to work harder and later.

5) Joggers and pajama pants are the real MVP. I treated myself to a pair of Adidas joggers on Black Friday and I think I've worn them so much that they can be legally considered a part of my body.

6) It's lonely! You see a good tweet and the only way to share it is via social media, you can't laugh in person with anyone! Your laughter is solitary! Copyright that before Next start selling a print for your bedroom saying 'laughter is solitary'

7) Snacking is the enemy. I won't say that I ate an entire packet of Bourbons whilst at my laptop the other day, but I WILL say that chocolate biscuit crumbs do really get stuck in your keyboard.

8) Your surroundings get so repetitive, though that's the same in any job that I've worked. Whether it's in an office, or retail, or whatever, spending a lot of time in one place can be a bit numbing.

9) After work drinks were a bit of a perk that I do miss, but I can have after work drinks alone in the bath now, and I think that's the winner.

10) There's no one to judge you for being completely gross, not showering and working from bed whilst chugging coffee like no tomorrow. Bliss.


To my fellow workers from home, may the force be with you! With all of you who have to go to a physical place of work everyday, may the force be with you. We all need it in the working life.

If you have any tips on working from home or just any advice on freelancing, it would all be much appreciated!

Goodbye 2017!

2017 is coming to a close, here we are on the last day of the year. You BET I can't fucking wait to make a joke about not having showered since last year, though I shower so infrequently I could make that joke now and mean 2016.

Last year I wrote a bit of a similar spiel to cover my year, to have a long ass list of what I did that year forever. It's nothing of any quality, but it's a nice thing to have to look back at.



January. I opened this year by standing at Point Hill in Greenwich overlooking central London and the famous London NYE fireworks. They looked kinda tiny from that far away, London is a giant ass place. Amy and I went back to my new house, drank some prosecco and fell asleep at like 2am, it was clearly quite wild. A few days later I started my new job, as a social media and website intern (later becoming assistant) for a charity based in East London. I was all alone in this big city living with people I didn't know then, but who went on to become like family to me. The rest of January was spent finding my feet in this new city I lived in. And at a conference in Morecambe, where it promptly pissed down. Whilst there I met and befriended so many people who are big parts of my life now, and also met Laura who I already knew through the wonderful world of Twitter, despite the two of us having 0 clue we were on the same internship scheme. Wild. The most important part of January was going to the Tate Modern for the first time. My favourite gallery, my favourite spot to have a coffee and take in the London skyline. I miss that place already.

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The Social Effects of Creating

I love the term 'creator', it encompasses so much. I considered myself a creator when I exclusively made YouTube videos back in 2013. Now almost four years later, I write, I blog and barely create YouTube content due to lack of time, not lack of desire.

Over those four long years I've made so many friends, made so many connections and strengthened a billion other bonds of friendship. This reads like a lyrics to a late nineties Pokemon theme tune and I'm here for it.



Through creating content on YouTube I got in contact with Callie, who's ended up being one of my favourite people on the internet, we got to hang out a few months ago and eat sushi- great times. Online crossing into real life is my favourite thing. I also met Jess, Adele and Hannah. We got some drinks, drank like teenagers in the street and had a fine old time. I visited Hannah in Brighton last weekend and ate so much food I thought we might die. All of these friendships stemmed from deciding to switch the camera on one day and make some very crappy videos.


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Burning out

A short while ago I burned out. 

Hard.

Physically and mentally, I was just fried. It all traced back to something so simple - I never take a moment to just stop and relax, to just stop and exist in that moment. 


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Summer BBQ memories with BADGER ALE*

There's no denying that summer in London is glorious- for the whole 3 weeks it lasts. Which is still a whole week longer than it lasts back home in the North. 

Whilst it's bloody beautiful and sunny, and there's tons to do here, if you live in London, you likely have little to no outdoor space, meaning you have to get extra creative during the summer months. Today I'm partnering with Badger Ale to talk about some of my favourite BBQ memories from this year to celebrate their new BBQ shed! 




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My Travel Fears and Scares | Travel Linkup

I'm joining travel link up for the first time, and as a(n occasional) travel blogger, I couldn't be more excited. I love reading other people's thoughts, feelings and musings on travel, especially as most travel bloggers are much more well seasoned than I am!

This month we're focusing on travel fears and scares.



I don't have a fear of flying, I don't really get scared about getting lost or running out of money - these things have already happened to me, it sounds worse than it was. I just went to an ATM in Hiroshima and all was good again.

I get FOMO. The millennial 'fear of missing out'.

It's really quite dumb, I fear what will happen while I'm gone. Will I miss a friend's birthday and all of my friend's from home coming back together? This is before considering what gigs I'll miss. I'm away for two weeks in November (travelling around Eastern Europe) and there are 3 gigs in London that I'm missing. One day Dua Lipa, one day Future Islands, one day Father John Misty.

Will I miss out on a big family event? I missed Easter whilst in Tokyo last year, and for the first time in my life I felt homesick. Next year my sister is getting married abroad and I either have to miss a festival I really want to go to, or miss the family holiday prelude to the wedding.

I want time to just make an exception when I'm away and allow me to do what I want, when I went and not miss out on anything! I have this strange obsession with experiencing and living everything I can to the point where it's not healthy.

Alas, let's live life, travel and have fun. That reads like a shite tattoo.

If you'd like to join travel link up, and read some more posts by great bloggers, go here and go wild!

Creating fresh content is bloody hard.

Content is consumed thick and fast these days. We scroll through hundreds of tweets like they're nothing, breeze through a bunch of articles and binge loads of YouTube videos without a second thought. Of course this isn't entirely a new phenomenon, newspapers are daily, and radio's been going for far longer than any of us have been around.

The speed society digests content can be difficult for content creators. I feel as if I'm constantly typing away on the next blogpost, and the minute it's finished I'm worrying about what's coming next.



 There always has to be a next post. 

For there to be a next post there needs to be a new idea. 

To make a new idea become reality there needs to be time.

But there isn't much of it, as life's just as fast paced as the speed we take in all this content being made, being forced on us from every angle. 

All of this culminates on an incredible pressure to be creative. Creativity isn't something you can force, that's something everybody knows. Your best ideas don't come to you in the moment you're desperately clawing at anything at all, likewise your best work will never be that which you've made to out of simply needing content to fill a space. I'll hold my own YouTube channel up to attest to that, for months I made videos just so that there was fresh content to be watched, even if I personally thought they were, well... shite.

But I want to make content week by week. I manage on this blog, just about, although I have more ideas than time and resources for the blog really. It's not just about being creative, it's about being resourceful, managing time effectively and being creative.

For YouTube I can find myself struggling with ideas and really battling with the concept vs the final product. An idea seems great on paper and then you're watching it back on iMovie and realising that it's all quite dull in reality. No one is going to want to watch something you yourself find tedious to sit through.

 Although there's a whole market for watching hot knifes cut through various things, so I'm sure there's an audience for all my boring crap out there.

What this spiel boils down to is that being a content creator means always thinking, always innovating, always working and never, ever switching off. The minute you switch off as a blogger, as a writer, as a producer, as a YouTuber, as a musician, whatever, is the minute you slip and fall behind. Or so it seems from the inside. A little break never hurt anyone, but my god does it feel like it will.

So friends, family and fellow creators what do you think? How do you find the battle of creativity?

21 things I did at 21

I'm 22 now and can't stop saying 'I'm tooty too', I'm sure that's not gotten old at all.



21 was a pretty big year for me in many ways, so let's riff off 21 things that happened this year.

1) I graduated from uni! It felt like my whole life had been leading to that moment. I finished with a first in law with accounting and finance. Do I use that degree now you ask? Not in the slightest.

2) I did a little bit of travelling, nowhere near as much as I did at 20, and nowhere near as much as I'm going to be doing at 22 *eyes emoji*

3) I quit a job to go to V Festival because Sia was performing. It was more of a 'straw that broke the camel's back' situation, but it's more fun to focus on that last piece of straw - my inability to see Sia.

4) And so I ended up unemployed. I was volunteering a bit, but officially unemployed. This ended up becoming the lowest point in my adult life. I describe myself during that time as 'profoundly sad'

5) I cut my finger so deeply on a hoover that it's now got a weird scar. Bizarre. The doctor had never heard of that happening before.

6) I've worked on a ton of things, for a ton of places. It's been very cool looking back, I hope to keep doing and making more.

7) I moved to London, guess that was quite a big one. I packed up and moved 200 miles just because I wanted to.

8) Got a job working on creative things, mainly online. Super cool.

9) Went to a bazillion concerts, far more than I have done before.

10) Threw myself into blogging completely. Whilst home alone unemployed I found complete solace in writing as much as I can.

11) Became a late person, I was always on time, I don't know what's happened but now I'm late for every event.

12) I took myself on my first solo trip, which will be covered here shortly.

13) My suit was complimented by a rather prominent member of the Eastenders cast. Odd moment.

14) I hosted weekly bake off nights involving themed snacks, finishing with a finale with my own custom shirt. (#teamcandice)

15) I cried in the cinema. I cried at a concert. I cried in the street. Maybe my icy heart is melting.

16) I was so hungover that I threw up many times and was interviewed for Spanish TV less than 2 hours later. Red wine, whiskey and katsu curry do not mix well.

17) I moved into a house with people I didn't know at all, in an area I'd been to twice. Pretty risky move.

18) I packed for my move to London in one afternoon. Which is why 95% of my things are still in my parent's house almost 7 months after I moved.

19) Visited many parts of England that I've never been to before, this country is bigger than you think.

20) Realised I can't bake for shit at a Star Wars themed bake off

21) And now a cheesy one. This year I've spent so much time with friends, I've made so many new friends, reconnected with old friends. I moved to London 6/7 months ago barely knowing anyone, and when planning my birthday celebrations I realised I now know too many people here to invite to one thing.  I've made so many new friends online, crossed some of these friendships over into the 3D world, it's been a really great year for that type of crap.

And there you have it. 21 things, some big, some tiny, some wild, some tame as all hell.

Here's to 22!

Why I love live music

This post was only a title, and has been sat in my drafts for a while.



Now with the horrific attack in Manchester, I feel like I need to discuss how much I love live music in some sort of weird defiance against the atrocity that occurred. 22 people died. So many more injured. Manchester Arena is such a beautiful, important place for myself and so many people that I love. I'm thankful and lucky that I didn't know many in attendance, and that all who were there are safe. A lot of people were not so lucky.

Gigs have been a big part of my life for a long time. One thing I bloody love is that live music clears my head so that I can live in the moment for once in my life. Nothing else matters other than what's going on inside that room, arena, park, whatever. The moment that's happening right then is all that's going on in the entire world. No matter how I feel before hand, I always feel bloody fantastic when the songs I love are being belted out in front of me.

This isn't unique, special or even slightly uncommon, most people feel this way about live music, making what happened in Manchester even worse, if that's possible. It was an attack on people enjoying something so innocent, so beautiful. It was an attack on a harmless evening of self-expression, of freedom and of enjoyment. That's what live music is. 

The world's reaction to something so heinous has been so commendable. We will refuse to live in fear and refuse to be downtrodden because of hate.

Seeing friends enjoy festivals within days of the attack, people back at gigs and concerts has filled me with joy, I went to a concert at the O2 a week or so after, watching people truly living their greatest life was inspiring. I was at the best gig of my own life as the Manchester attack was occurring. I was in my element, enjoying myself to the max and literally being moved to tears by music. It pains me so much, so fucking much that this was going on in Manchester too and then what happened happened.

I'm not trying to be some idiot thinking he has influence stood on a soapbox, I'm just trying to share how I feel, how I strongly feel. Keep loving music, keep loving each other and don't live in fear. This is what I'm telling myself all the time.

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A little addition to this post.

This was written prior to the awful attack on London Bridge this past weekend, an area of London I know and love, an area my friends and I frequent. Once again, I'm lucky that no one I know has been hurt or worse. 

 The day after my housemates and I attended Mighty Hoopla Festival (a post on which is coming soon). It was amazing to be surrounded by music, to be in a mass of people just trying to have a good time, and having a good time, after all that's happened these last few weeks.

Beforehand I felt more apprehensive and more scared than I have before, but in the festival I felt more powerful and free than ever thanks to music. 

A lot of things are shit, but we still have music.